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hey

2007-12-29T06:48:00.000-08:00

hey der....its been a long time i didnt update since ive came bck frm aussie....welll im ok...had a save flight home....and i realli enjoyed my trip der....credits to kak nana who paid my air tix...hahaha.....k....alot odf stuff has been happenin nowadays,......

first is work...wad e heck sia....they said ive been transferred but wen i and nor go to our new workplace...they said they didnt received anythin bput any staff transferring to dat place...kanasai...waste out trip sia....in e end after much discussion we haf to wait fer confirmation....argh...sit at home again....damn it......

once touchdown.....taken our baggage.....saw mums sitin on e parapet at e terminal 1 arrival hall...ar....i miss mum,.....den saw mak bik and irfan....hehehe....i hugged dem....and went to look fer insyirah......hehe...she was playin wit a gal of her age....how i missed dem......after hug and hug...mak biks family went home...me and my family went to BK fer suffer,.....i was hungry.....ordered mushroom swiss double patties....hahaha.......went home after 3am.....

well dat was den......

tdae is sat...and i rot at home....feeling sick...supposed to go out wit lin and kecik...but was too weak too get up...hmmm...hubby ajak g zoo besok....tapi 50-50 basis,.....hehe...lookin ferward for e trip but see la mcm maner.....2007 da nak abis...2008 lak nak dtg

haiz,,,,,

where to go fer countdown eh...hubby onstand by at vivo.....no one to go out wit me.....oh yah....pics aussie cant be uploaded yet.....due to e loss of my card reader....hahahaha....k la gtg.....

toodles

esha ("V") apai

yipeee

2007-12-12T14:53:00.000-08:00

hello der......k its almost 4pm here...its a fine weather...no snowy....and mr sun has a smile on his face...did laundry just now.....and e whole basket lak tu.....hahahaha...well...i realli missed home...and i really do...cant figure out how dey manage e household chores without me....hahaha....miss insyirah e most...ive been babysitting her since she was a baby....amd she's quite close to me...

insyirah...nnti aunty alik kiter main playgorund k....kiter ajak uncle apai...suro uncle apai buy fer eu toys....hahahaha...u owe her one hubby....well...bck to today...went to e shop...bought baby towel fer shakirah....and deep fryer fer aunty.....its e small thingy and its compatible...and suitable lau ader chalet ke....hehehe...and last but not least e mini chocolate fondue.....ni kalau aku bawak balik confirm hari2 makan melted chocolated...haha...

well....ate e quick lunch at swensons...dis time i ordered fries...iced tea...cookie n creme ice cream while kak nana ordered a strawberry split.....its so sweet...we eat it mcm tak nah makan ice cream,....hahaha..well still findin e cheesecake here....maner eh nak dpat.....

cookin dinner now while bloggin...tdae aku masak nasi ayam wit chicken patties coated wit black pepper sauce...sedap tak....hahaha...well we dine out on certain days.....and wen david is not tired.....hahahaha....hmm..miss mak cookin....k la....haf to get bck to my chores.....

COUNTDOWN....

SINGAPORE :THURSDAY (4 MORE DAYS)

TILL DEN

CHACHA ("v") APAI....

CHacHa TkoT hEiGhT~~!!!!

2007-12-11T16:52:00.000-08:00

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YEAH!!im afraid oh height....and guess wad.....we went hiking yesterday...i tot we went to place like bukit timah hill or wad la...and kau...it turn out to be a mountain...a mini mountain la....jus go up via e tracks....and im wearing my CONVERSE sneakers....god damn it...itss kinda slipery thou...tawakal jek ar...haha...aku rase lau hubby tgk muke aku biler tgh naik dat stoopid mini mountain konfirm dier kekek.....hahahaha......well...its a very nice view......damn cold oso....dats e place where der is no snow.....weeeee......and i gaf up halfway...i haf to coz e slope is too steep......and im kinda haf dis phobia wit slopes due to e major fall i experienced on 20th june 2006....bcoz of dat stoopid fall my ankle haf a metal support.....and it damn hurt in dis freezin weather.......dis is e pics

dis is me and kak nana...wen we reachin e peak and before i gave up....but its fun..i send hubby dis pics and ade ke dier ckp aku kejong...pipi aku makin kecot...sedih sey....hehehehe....hmmm...its a freezing weather dear,,,,tgk nnti aku da balik...slamat hubby.....kene temankan chacha g makan jek

dis is e view from e peak...david took it....its nice isnt it......its freezing.....

dis is me and kak nana......nice view huh....well if people potek they will think its e make believe background...infact it is e real scenery

well dis is us at e base of e mountain....

well...dats all i haf...coz majority of e pics is inside my camera...uploaded it wen i get bck home......nany...update la blog kau lagi...aku suker bace......raelyn,,has and sesape kenal aku da bace blog aku link aku pleash

to hubby...i miss eu so much...kinda dissapoint eu will not be fetchin me...but its ok...we will meet ryte.......here are e things i got fer my family and hubby

abg (metallica tshirt.....and e sovenior tshirt)
kakak and adik and insyirah (sovenior tshirt each)
sowi mak and abah...kakak tak beli pape...hehehehekakak blanje mkn k alik
hubby...(cant tell eu)
myself (cosmetics....perfumes)

k la gtg...nak makan....nnti gue sambong yek...taking care

missin eu day by day

apai ("V") chacha

BORED

2007-12-09T16:21:00.000-08:00

mak....nak balik~~!!!haiz...im still counting e days to fly home...i just singapore so much.....and not fergettin my family and hubby......welll....decided to stay home dtae...david and kak nana went out and im kinda tired to follow dem...went to e day market...bought abg...akak...adik e tshirt each...hope they like dem.....well....hubby kinda mad at me i guess coz i didnt go online smlm....bukan tak nak masok....david was off duty smlm...im kinda segan nak masok msn...or nak gunekan pc dier....im sorry honey to make eu wait....i miss eu so much....

update soon...
apai ("V") chacha

its gettin worst

2007-12-08T09:05:00.000-08:00

hi....my fever is gettin worst..i dun noe wads e cause...maybe becoz of e freezin weather...well...its e sat morning here and e time is 10.16am....in spore its sun 12am...and its e zoukout day...damn~~!!!i cant go....can i fly home.....haiz...juz talked to hubby...i missed him...i cried while talkin to him...hmmm...counting e days to fly back home.....well...my fever is getting worst..vomitted jus now and its full of phelgm and traces of blood..i noe its disgustin...but den...oh nvm....im all alone now...kak nana and david went out to do some errands..i chose not to follow dem i juz wanna rest at home...

kakak..nnti ecah balik cook fer me lontong...wit lodeh..sambal telur burung and bagedil k...ive been graving to eat these fer months...i miss mak and ur cooking...i miss mak...abah...abg..kakak...insyirah..adik and fairuz.....i miss home and my bed too....i wanna go home...(tears rolling down).........hubby..hope eu like e part time work...hehehehe....glad to hear ur voice....

hubby...

nnti wen chacha da balik...we spent time together k...and i promise eu dat im not flyin anywhere again without eu or my family....chacha miss all of eu....how i wish all of eu are here wit me....sob sob.....its like 9 more days i will be flyin home....

dear God...please protect my family and him....maafkan la tiap kesilapan mereka......insyallah...

till den i will update later.....

missin eu day by day....

love is not lust but trust

chacha ("V") apai

LAKSA

2007-12-07T15:15:00.000-08:00

hey..im bck ya....well just finish cookin...tdaes menu is pasta wit laksa gravy...hmmm...modified a bit....no coconut milk we used flour disslove wit water to thicken e gravy...taste quite ok..but a bit too thick....haiz...mak..and kakak i miss ur cookings...cn eu both like fly here and cook fer me....i feel weird eatin weird stuff in here...argh~~!!!well its am bck der in spore...im msnin wit nas now...he's e onli one whos online on muh frendlist...hahaha...he's ok but quiet....MISSIN HUBBY

hubby must be sleepin ryte now....hehehe....hmmm....hubby take me home...hahahaha..well....nak masak empot2 tdae....hmmmmm...its difficult living wit vegeterian geeks haiz....well i will not go anywhere further den asia fer my holidays...if i were to go dat will be with muh family and hubby..hehehehe...

gtg...wanna serve dinner...till den.....take care

chacha ("V") apai

i like u the way u are

LAUNDRY DAY

2007-12-07T11:44:00.000-08:00

hey....im bck here agaiin...well juz got back frem e laundry centre...cuci baju la kan...haha...got all my tees...pants and undies washed and dried....hehe...it was fun thou..mcm jakun la kan wen aku bru masok dat laundry room fer e first time...hehehehe...well...missing hubby again...hope he's sleepin peacefully tdae....hmmm...will be having dinner in and will be spinnin ard dis area.....tdaes menu will be spagetti in e laksa gravy and cucur udang....fusion between east and west hahahahahaha......well hubby i can cook fer eu wen i get bck home...but den u musnt ferget ur promises....eu haf to cook fer me upon my return ayte.....anithin will do...

well...e folks here are frendly.....drg tak lokek senyuman....maner2 pegi mesti drg lemparkan senyuman...yg ako lak ni biasa muke fierce....haha...wad to do da muke ako bengis...only hubby saw all my funny faces...ryte hubby...well its sat bck there in spore....hubby gonna start his new part time job at 8 and dat is e bloody ZOUKOUT...im so jealous...but aku percaya dier keje k...bukan mengatal....there a lot of bikini babes der...coz its SENTOSA ok.....hmmmmm......well hubby finalli beli kasut nike yg dier nk....good fer him.....hubby is a nike addict......bnyk baju2 dier dari nike......hehehehehehe.....hmmm...

thanks eh nani update blog kau.......lol...walaupun touchin aku tetap suke membacanye...hubby and i think dat u and zul are so sweet....kiter wish kau and dia will last eternally ayte....kiter tgk saper kawin dulu......hahahahaha...well as fer za...i haf e ryte to control my life.......i can do wadever wit it.....k...i noe ure my bestfrend....but aku sendiri tak penah halang hak kau dlm hidup....i do smoke....but occassionallie ayte......its up to eu how to judge me...coz me myself noe how im like........

as fer hubby...i keep missin eu day by day...i dun noe why...im used to e frequent meetin we had almost everyday bck den in spore...but wen eu tak de kat sini mcm kekok lak....hehehehe....well hubby its almost 3 mnths we r tgether.....now i realised dat u r e one....i love eu so much

argh...hubby i do haf dis pic...its our first date and first pic we took......

our first donuts at missy donuts...teehee...hubby wen can i get e donut frm donut factory.....

i love mexican food

2007-12-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

hey der...im bck once again...well..still down wit dis stoopid cold and fever....haiz...went dinner to e mexican restaurant yesterdae...e place was so cosy....hmmmm....had e grilled salmon fillet wit green cheese sauce...e salmon was so flavourful...and e desert is chocolate tortilla wit e cheesecake inside....over e caramel sauce and vanilla ice cream...SEDAP TAU HUBBY...hahahaha

well....webcaming wit hubby ryte now....dia mcm makin berisi...alhamdulilah...guess he must eatin very well....well....aku yg tak ok...asal balik makan jek berak...haiyo.....hmmm.....nak makan seoul garden...HUBBY WEN CHACHA GET BCK KITER MAKAN SEOUL GARDEN YE...WE CELEBRATED UR BDAE AND OUR ANNIVERSARY SKALI.....GTG

chacha("V") apai

chacha miss eu

2007-12-06T15:12:00.000-08:00

good mornin spore...i noe its mornin in spore...or so...here its 4.14pm...hehe jus woke up...had my shower...my head is still spinning thou....argh~~!!!!hubby must be fast asleep ryte now...will be dinin out later...will be wearin e black dress wic i wore on our first date...u like e dress ryte hubby coz its quite revealing espeacially on e dada part...hahahahahahaha....well had leftover freid rice wit chips fer breakfast and kak nana expect me to finish e whole stuff...hello i m not e garbage eu see...i cooked fer eu...u mite jolly well finish it...dun be fussy...and dont pretend eu r vegeterian.....argh~~!!!i wanna go home.....hubby fly here and take me home....

well...i think i had gingivitis...bleedin via e gum...coz wenever i brushed my teeth...there will be traces of blood in my spit...ewww....had to go to e dentist...but im afraid of dentist...mummy i dun wanna go to e dentist...hahaha...watched birthdays on e discovery health....i realised its realli complicated to give birth and how my mum acrificesd her life givin birth to me and abg and adik.....haiz...i love eu mu no matter how bad eu are....eu r still e apple of my heart...hehe...well its inteterstin watchin women giving birth...and ive witnessed one fer myself...its realli interestin...wen eu see e head poppin out...follow by baby cries...hehe...hubby chacha nak baby bole...chacha nak many2 baby....hehehehehe......

msn wit hubby and my bro....i miss dem very much...hehehe..wel hubby bought e nike shoes wic he wanted...his boots r still wit me....he onli wanna buy his 3/4 black bermudas...fer his ZOUKOUT event....argh..how i wish i can follow him...well he is involve in e security event there....wish eu look on ur first day of werk......my prayers are always be wit eu....here are e list wic i wanna buy here

hubby's billabong tshirt (ganti dgn nike t shirt)
abg and kakak and adik nye keychain (still finding)
perfumes(bought 4 of dem coz ard 8 bucks....celebrity perfume...currentli wearin Jlo's)

cosmetics(bought foundation..mascara....blusher...and lipglass)

fever again

2007-12-06T05:51:00.000-08:00

hey...im bck again...aik...demam sia ako...kenaper yek...agaknye smlm ako lantak chocolate jek kot...well....its thursdae here and e time is 6.50am....chattin wit hubby now...i miss him loads....hmmmm....juz had muh medication.....tgh tunggu time nak KO jek...well....dunnoe lau ader plans tdae....i dun wanna go out...i just wanna chill here......im sick ok...

hubby...take me home

chacha("V") apai

shopping

2007-12-05T15:39:00.000-08:00

hey...here i am again...went shoppin jus now...bought perfumes and cosmetics...e stuff here quite cheap sia....aku mcm nak beli satu kedai...hubby nnti honeymoon kiter g sini yelk...i can ask eu to but all dat cosmetics..hehehe..well hubby im usin e compact powder eu biught fer me...thankx.......well its almost 5pm here and in spore its morning i think....missin hubby as usual....btw my tummy is full...had simple lunch at swensens wit kak nana...ordered e tuna melts on e white bread...fries and CHOCOLATE MILKSHAKE...SEDAP TAU HUBBY...its his favourite...he love stuff wit chocolate......and e banana split to go wit....hmmm....cant simply finish all coz of e serving size...its huge.....

well....kak naka said we will be flyin home on tues 18th and we ric singapore on e 19th midnite or 20th wic is hari raya haji....mcm ner hubby nak fetch ehk....hmmmm....tak per will inform him....argh sakit yot....maybe im not adapt to e food here yet.....no reply frm david...quess we will be having dinner at home...hmmm...kaak nana will cook nasi goreng....my all time favourite since childhood....k gtg fer now....david is bck......

chacha ("V") apai

missin eu

fever

2007-12-05T06:16:00.000-08:00

hello....damn im down wit dis stoopid fever and flu...its freezin over here....how i wish hubby was beside me.....i relli miss him...argh...its almost 10pm over der....and i missed my pussycat doll show....wish dat melissa r was not eliminated....hmmmm....well its 7.18am over here...will be going to e nearest shopping centre over here...to check out some stuff...

well yesterday dinner was great...went to dis reataurant called neo of melaka....it serverd fusion of east and west cuisins....hmmm...had e bbq sea bass fillet to go wit muh tempura shrimp....its taste great...sowi hubby i can onli eat fer u...hehehe.....well i miss home so much

me n david dint talk much either....coz we r shy....i haf to admit dat wen kak nana and he went out they left me walkin alone at e bck...and i do felt left out...hubby....fly over here will eu...i miss u so much....here i go again wit dis mushy stuff....well im not tired sayin dat stuff coz im in love wit him....truli madly and dangerously in love with him

well...there will be snow fer e whole of dis week....and its freezin....tell eu somethin....i haf nt taken my bath since yesterday...e water is freezin...hehehe...kalau hubby tau...mati ako....dier nanak pelok ako kot...well tak pe...he say my busuk face wen i jus woke up...he saw my fresh face wen i da mandi....lots more....hmmm....

ok la till den sampai sini jek celoteh chacha.....take care

ChAcHa("V") aPaI

hello

2007-12-04T06:29:00.000-08:00

hello der....well here i am wit my new bloggie page....well...its been a long time since i started bloggin....im here in melbourne australia....weather is freezin and snow started to show up...hehe....i truly miss home and hubby....how i wish i cud fly home and be wit hubby...well...reached here at 4.41pm on mondae afternoon aussie time...in spore its e tuesday morn....

e time fer now is 07.31am aussie time...in spore shud be 10 pm i think...i miss hubby so much....im not used being here...i cried myself to sleep while huggin hubby jaket...well...i haf ard 13 more days before i cud hug hubby and celebrate his belated bdae....

well...i fly off on e dae of his bdae....did wish him on sundae nyte at 11.57pm...and again on mondae mornin at 6.25am before my final call fer boardin...tried to sound cool...but suare ako mcm mengigil gitu nak tahan air mata....i cant bear to live him in spore....haiz...mcm mner aku nak get used wit e live here...got to go....

bye

chacha("V") apai